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~Totemo aishiteru BIOCHEM no hon desu~

~Haha~

Ika-san..!!

Hajimemashou ne.

BENKYOUSHITE..!!!!

Daiji-na shiken ga arimasu..

Gambatte2..

Hoora2.

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Sunshine

Ibu

Bergenang airmataku
Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu
Kudusnya kasih yang engkau hamparkan
Bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian
Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan
Tidak pun kau merasa jemu
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu
Dari kecil hingga dewasa
Hidupmu kau korbankan
Biarpun dirimu telah terkorban
Tak dapat ku balasi
Akan semua ini
Semoga Tuhan membekati kehidupanmu ibu

Ibu

Kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan
Kerana di situ letak syurgaku
Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan
Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai
Itulah harta yang kau berikan

Kasihanilah, Tuhan

Ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku
Bagaikan kasih ibu sewaktu kecilku
Moga bahagia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana

Mak, rindu mak sangat2. I need you right now. Saya tak mau rasa lemah2 camni. Saya perlu KUAT kan mak. Ni baru sikit. Ada banyak lagi benda yang menanti kat depan sana. Yang mungkin kita tak jangka2 kan.. Hanya ALLAH yang tau.

Mak, I love you very much.

ok.STOP.

dah meleleh daaa

The Saturdays - Issues

Sweet song that refreshes my eyes from that sleepy mode this morning.
If not, dah terkulai I kat meja ni.

Cinta Ilahi

Alllahu Akbar

If you ask me about love
And wanna know about it
I am so pleased
It's everything about Allah
The pure love, to our soul
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The ONE that made us all
And HE's the guardian of HIS true believers

So when the time is hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn't never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all'll be over
And we'll be in His heaven and we'll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

Allahu Akbar

So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

Allahu Akbar

Always be There by Maher Zain

This song gives me strength. Subhanallah.
Why we always forget? The Almighty always there for us.

Rasa malu menyelubungi diri. Malu pada sang Pencipta. Betapa aku alpa pada yang Satu. Tapi pada masa yang sama mengharapkan limpahan kasih dan belas-Nya. Istighfar dalam hati. Moga terhapus calitan noda-noda duniawi yang mengaburi. Moga Nur dari-Nya Ya Rabb masih sudi menerangi. Moga pertolongan kasih-Nya tak jemu mendekati. Kita hanya insan lemah yang takkan terlepas daripada melakukan dosa. Tapi itu tak boleh kita jadikan sebagai alasan, untuk kita terus bebas mengotorkan segumpal daging bernama hati.

From the inside

Smlm, aku tnye satu benda yang ntah pape or pelik kat someone. But, pelik ke sbenanye? Emm, myb x pelik kot bg certain people. Tp bg aku pelik laa. Sebab tapenah2 lam sejarah hidupku yg da nak msuk 19 taun ni, tnye a kinda lol question to someone. Heheh.Cam terasa malu la pulak. Blushing2.*Tepuk dahi slow2 and tunduk pandang lantai..segan2* Emm,tu laa. Laen kali pikir 44 kali dulu ea.Jgn pkai belasah jek.Tade la ko mati kutu nak jawab ape. Tp kan, bila ku pikir2 balik, I think it's normal and ok for me to ask. I have my rights. Am I..? Hahah. Ntah la weyh. Mesti terpana an. And x expect someone like me will ask a kinda question. Hihi. Sesuka hatiku jek an. Act, aku saje jek nk tanye. Unplanned. Terus terkeluar. Taley nk delete da. Tp yg ngengnye, ym ku tiba2 wat hal. Ish2. mcm tau2 la pulak aku dah nervous. So, jwpn mutakhirnye hanya AKU. I mean namaku..
Em, SORRY laa ey.. *,*
Tak salah rasanya bertanya. Juz nak tau. And aku tak kesah ape pom jawapannya actually. Just being honest and I'll give the same feedback. It's easy right. Friendship really needs it. Honesty and a willingness to share.

Seikatsu

Hye smua. ari ni nak ketuk2 balik keyboard kat depan ni. taip2 ape saje yg terlintas. so ape saje yg trkluar psni adlh on spot okeh.tade tapis2 dah.okeh, so ape ye.yup2.! wishing u Encik Pesal a happy belated BIRTHDAY. gonna 18-teen is a bless. rock it dude.!! nyeh33. And may GOD bless u too.Em.Back to the origin,hari ni,nk semai azam baru. Tapi cam segan la pulak nak share apekah azam bruku itu. Sebab bukan BARU sbenanye. Juz nak renew jek. Heheh. Kan bgus klo ari2 aku renew azam uh. Cam NIAT jugak la kan. Always should. Tapi tulah, asyik lupe jek. Ingatkan mende ntah. Ish2. Ari raye haji dh mintak izin nak berlalu pergi. So terpaksalah aku sedarkan diriku balik ke dunia nyata. Taley maen2 da. Exam da nak menyusul. SEDAR2 lah Cik Atikah ooii.. CIK okeh.heheh. Tadi makan2 kat bwh. Kat floor bawah Asrama MARA ni. Sempena ry haji. Then teman Aiffa gi beli selendang kat Falaky depan uh. Teman kwn ape salahnye an. Best je, lgpom skang ni cuti. Yang x tahannye, tiap kali kluar, mcm2 cite la plak jdik.Td ntah la nape, Egyptian girl yg jual selendang uh cubit2 manja pipi aku..usap2. Uhhu,hello0oo.why2 love..? Problemo kaa? Sy tau la sy tembam bam bam. Huahuahua..cam lucu la plak an. Terasa diriku cam budak kecik. Hehe. Okeh,seb baek Asma' dtg. Asma tu Egyptian gak. Wlopun Asma pom cam dia gak,tp Asma okeh. Tade la cubit2 pipi I. Asma bkn salesgirl kat kedai selendang uh, tp dia dtg gak. Seb baek laa. Lgpom, ak dah knl ng dia 2mggu yg lepas kot. Maybe. Kat butik yg dia keje. Emm,tiap kali dia ckp Arab, ak wat muke blurr. Susaa sungguh nk grab ape yg dia nk habaq mai. Seb baek boley tgkap ckit2. Okeh,at last, dgn sng hatinye Aiffa suh aku wat muke kiut and mintak kurang.Cam bese.itulah keje rutinku tiap kali kuar ngn Aiffa. "sila wat muke innocent and mintak kurg harga.." Hahah, lbey kurg kot. Ish tadela... Then,dgn sng hatinye jgk ak dpt kurang.Sukasuki.kan baek klo mintak kurg lg.. Ayat Aiffa. Haha,daa laa. jom kuar.. B4 balik asrama balik, singgah jap kedai ice-cream kat bawah, Aiffa give me a treat. 'Muuz bil kriimah'. Eheh. yg dlm kaca uh..Sbb I nk yg uh. Hihii. Then singgah2 kat kdai coklat depan. Beli sumthing to give for. Tatau da nak beli ape. Cam mls nk kuar pi jauh2.

Di City Star Cairo tyme raye haji ari tu.Mocha cappucino satu bleyh..? Owho.taley2.boikot. hehe :)mkn2 raye di burger king..sadis2.tapenah2.huhu.My guardian 2 owg. Ika & Pah. Chenta cyms..lalalaa~~Raye di asrama Mara.

Sbenanye nk sngt gi kuar jln2 pi tgk laut. Tp.. ntah laa. Naz ngn Izzah dah back to Cairo blik. After mkn2 kat asrama td. Emm,aku rase cam terkilan la plak sbb x kluar ngn dorg.. Tape2. len kali okeh kwn2. Jemput2 la dtg Alex balik.Owh ye. teringatkan si Naz yg TERPUJI bilik aku tnpe mgetahui akulah gerangan pemilik katil yg dipuji itu. Heheh. Sukenye dalam hati.hahahaha.. Seb baek dia dtg tyme katilku kemas. Klo x, cam kapal pecah la sebenanye Naz uit. Hihihi =D

Another story,tatau nak habaq cmne. Juz nk kasi tau yg ak x suka perasaan pelik aneh lg canggung bila bercakap dgn seseorang.Apekah mksud ayat keling ku ini.? Hehe. Ntah la weyh. Em.Mcm mane nak hilangkan rs stranger bila b'ckp dgn seseorg yg kita x spatutnye rasa cmtu? Seseorang yg spatutnya kita bg layanan yg lebih baek, berkongsi sgala cerita yg perlu.. Weh, cam x betul la plak wat non-multiple quest. nih kat cni. Hahah. Okeh2. Sila simpan dlm hati,jgn dibawa ke alam mimpi.. =D

p/s: td, rase cam malu teramat. seb baek x tersungkur depan mamat2 uh.nyaris2. "Auiish..!" terjerit la beb. Seb baek x kuat sngt I jerit. Tp yg klakanye, dia pon jerit "Auiish..!" same. Hahha. Lagi la I malu n trus bwk diri ngn muke selamba. Heheh. Nilah kesannye bila rabun n x pkai spec. Kui33. Malu2.

Seikatsu itu KEHIDUPAN. =)

Love ea.

idk

idk.
idk wut hell to write.
juz typin on my keyboard.
as i know it was ages since da last tyme I mngarut di alam maya.
who0.ok.its eid alredy. and with my heartless feeling ryte now, I wish u all "Happy Eid Qurban".Tade perasaan okeyh.Emm,Ok2. x betoi wish cmtu. K. maniskan muke. Etchin a smile. Ikhlaskan hati,.And wish again. SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA..!!! =) Hoho,.njoy da day okeh. i'm tryin to enjoy mine too. Btw,Eid kali ni m'bw driku berkelana jauh ke Cairo. Nyeh3.Ayat novel ckit yg I gune. Sukasuki hatiku jek an cmpur aduk bahase. Well,eid adha kat cni meriah la jgk.Tapi,taley compare ngn M'sia trchenta la an. Malam raye yang x brape panjang kuhabiskan kat lam coster, driving me away from Alex to Cairo, singgah-tunjuk-muka-kejap kat Rumah Kelantan, berhimpit cam sardin lam bus ke stesen metro, naek metro pi Sayyeda Zainab, jalan2 gi umah Naz or full given, Nazira Hanim, pnjat tngga 6 tingkat bwu smpai umah Naz*heheh, semput dibuatnye aku, ika n pah*, penat yg teramat, makan2*tq Naz n housies* and then having our pillow-talk ssame..Heheh.Ok,next.pe lg.Zzzzzzzzz laa... =)

Mcm2 mende jd tyme raye. Tp cam mls la plak nk cite. Hihi. Len kli bila ku da ade mood okeyh..

Em,nk upload gmba act.Tp internet cam pe ntah.slow nak mati.. Len kli la jgk..

Daa~~

Silence

Hadis riwayat Aisyah ra. :

Dari Zakwan ia berkata: Aku mendengar Aisyah berkata: Aku bertanya kepada Rasulullah saw. tentang seorang gadis perawan yang dinikahkan oleh keluarganya, apakah ia harus dimintai persetujuan ataukah tidak? Baginda menjawab: Ya, harus dimintai persetujuan! Lalu Aisyah berkata: Aku katakan kepada baginda, perempuan itu merasa malu. Rasulullah saw. bersabda: Itulah tanda setujunya bila ia diam. (Shahih Muslim No.2544)
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Kalau ikut hadith Nabi yang dijadikan kaedah fiqh, DIAM itu tanda SETUJU.
tapi dalam hidup saya sendiri, diam itu banyak interpretasinya yang tersendiri..

Kadang kala, diam tanda MALU nak nak kata ya.
Pernah juga diam itu bermaksud PROTES tahap dewa.

Diam dan menjauh lama-lama untuk MEMBUAHKAN RINDU,
Ada juga lari jauh sebab hati dah TAK MAHU.

Bila melayan LARA..diam
Bila terlampau SUKA pun diam..
Sebab tak cukup kata untuk melakarkan PERASAAN..

Diam juga tatkala KERISAUAN bertandang..
CEMBURU mencengkam..
Diselubungi KESIBUKAN..

Diam kali ini apa pula maknanya..???

Saya hanya insan biasa..
Saya tak mampu nak duga apa yang SEBENARNYA...

SILENCE kill..

p/s : Act, major of words above I got from a blog owned by a sis. Not my words. I'm reading her blog few hours ago..Credit to http://ayuamiza.blogspot.com/

Well, when I said I'm ok,thats mean I'm not..!Dont ask on what reason I display this..!
Just ignore it..Reminisces~

Ok.now I'm thinking of restricting this blog. Make it private. Mine only..Can I..??? Hmm.

Words

Sometimes EGO need to be low down
Everyone has it
Dont lie saying you has none
Learn to understand others.

♥ Demand for something ♥

Hmm.ppah's words'll be always keep in my mind.
She's right on her words. Tq dear. =)

Bicara pada dinding

Hahahaa..Sila gelak tuk diri saya. Gelak kuat2 ok.
Emm.Nape ey.Why.Why.Why..? Kate tade pape. Tapi nape muka dak ni terus berkerut seribu bila nengok sume uh. Out-of-patience. Hahaha.sila gelak lg. Gelak sepuas hati. Wat tenang hati snirik..Tp bila pikir balik, cam normal la pulak. Heh..!! Tetap tak suka feeling uh. Feeling ape..? Biarla rahsia. Hahaha. Gelak lagi. Ok.sy x smpat nak discover sume. Tapi, rasa cam x related kot. KOT la..*nada positive*.. Hmm.Ok.Sila diam. Bg saya pikir jap.

Ok. Betul. Rasa cam betul.I'm thinking positive right NOW.

Betul.
Tak suka feeling uh.
Lyke being in a cage.
Padahal bukan ade pape kot.
Tak larat nak pikir daaa.

p/s : Ini bicara pada dinding. So sy teramat sure awk2 sume yg bukan dinding, x kan paham. Haha. Bagos2. Saya x mengharapkan sape2 pom tuk phm. Memang tanak bg org phm. Juz feeling want to continue stick on the keyboard and typing. Can't stop my fingers from clicking those. Klo ade owg phm, x best la pulak an. Hehe. Truly, da kantoi pada diri snirik. Tatau nak wat xpression pe.
"U can lie to others, but not to yourself"..Emm,sape cakap x boley. Haha, boley2*nada ragu-ragu*.

owh..x runsing langsung..!!! *smbil tunduk muka*
k..daaaa~~

~coretan mengarut di malam sepi~
..jgn cuba nak paham.. =)

Chenta Hati Saya

Amacam..Gempak tak aku punya title entry..? Hahah. "Chenta hati saya". Nape bukan eja CINTA..? Hoho, suka hati daku laa. =D . Hmm..Hari ni mood spoilt abes. Dari awal pagi sampai la abes lecture yg wat aku nganga jekk. Paham kot. Sikit2.*Tak sbr nak balik sebenanye..* But memang, nmpk cam complex. And of course, aku nak wat muncung sedepa ni.. :> Aku x puas hati ngn lecture td. Bukan sbb lecturer ke ape, tp sbb my eyes discomfort me. Taley nak concentrate tyme lecture. Uwaa, dis new contact lenses cerewet-nak-mati... Dah laa lembik. Asal laa aku termakan pujuk rayu akak kedai cermin mata uh. Beli yang jenama pekebende nih. Klo la ku tau, 'dia' manja cam gini, da lama ku borong 'mata tambahan' jenis laen. Yang x ngada - ngada..Yang tough ckit.Heh..!

Ohho.tak perasan lak mukaddimah kat atas ni berbaur emo.Sadis2. Terpesong dr topik. Jauh panggang dari api. Hahah,aku salahguna 'mutiara kata' lg ke..? Uh,tape2.. =)

Ya.Balik ke topik asal ye pakcik makcik sekalian.*Ok,b4 tu, nak mitak ampun dan maap dulu awal2,gaya bahasa ari ni mmg da brubah.hehe.tuka style jap* Opps.. Aku da lupe nak type ape. Hmm. let me pikir jap.. Hee =)
Oh ye.. Haa.ni la dia. Upin dan Ipin. Comel tak..? Jawapan 'ya' shj yang diterima okes..! Sebab, klo jawapannye 'tak', nanti CHENTA HATI saya marah. HeeE~ And, cepat2 sedarkan diri. Ni BUKAN CHENTA HATI saya ye..Haha. kiut sungguh budak nih. Sgguh spirit bukan.? Haha.ni BUKAN ADIK saya ok. Hee. Nak citenye, CHENTA HATI saya xcited tahap ape ntah tyme saya tunjuk gambar ni..Teruja sungguh. Nak jdik camtu ke..? Haha,meh nak tolong buatkan..! Hoo,ok.ok. Sebenarnya,nilah CHENTA HATI saya. CHENTA HATI saya yang KELIMA..!!!Nilah gerangannye. Yang boley buat 'kakak' dia nanges klo dia nanges. And of course paling utama wat 'kakak' dia geram-tahap-dewa-nak-mati,bila dia wat perangai. "Ok,adik.Sila pakai baju sekarang..!" Haha,arahan taley blaaa bukan.Ok.ok. Sshhh. Saya tau. Dia memang tak 'sephotogenic' cam kakak dia. Hakhaks..! =p Tapi,pe yg betol,dak ni memang x tahan cam.flash. Mata memang 4 sure t'tutup. Lena terus. So, klo nak amek gmba dia, sila ckp awl2 kat saya ye. Bia saya tolong off kan camera nye flash uh.. Hihi =DK,skang, flash da off.So mata da boley bukak luas2 daa. Uhh, nak tunjuk bibir ke ape dik. Ish.ish. Ni mesti kakak dia yg ajar. Hehe. =PUii, dak ni kena paksa msuk lam gamba ke? Hehe.muka x bermaya an. Jgn riso,dia terlebih active sebenanye. =D

~Saya rindu sebenarnye..Camne nak ubat ni. Tadi mak called.. Borak2. Mak cakap ayah teringat kat saya. Rindu la tu. Heee.Emm.Ayah yang saya kenal,memang seorang yang susah nak express-kan kasih syg dia. Apatah lagi dengan saya. Saya lebih rapat ngn mak drpd ayah. Tapi,adek2 saya yg kecik2 uh x.Diorang lebih rapat dengan ayah,dan jugak mak.Dua-dua la. Mak ckp, mungkin tyme saya kecik2 luh, saya tak banyak habiskan masa dengan ayah saya. Sebabnye, dia selalu je keje kat luar. Tak lekat kat umah. Tak macam sekarang. Ofisnye or tempat dia manage kejenye, senang cakap dah kat umah. So,adek2 saya,terutamanye yg ke4,5,6, rapat la ngan dia. Tapi, saya tau,dia sayang saya. Bcoz, his actions proved it..! =) I adore all of u very much...!

Emm.da nak msuk malam daa. Saya nak ice-cream. Td, x t'beli ngn Aiffa, sumenye gara-gara contact lenses. Mane best mkn ice-cream tyme eye-discomfort an..? Hee~Emm,ramai kawan2 sy cakap muka saya pucat lately. Ika, Ecah, Pah..and some others who concerned. Huu..kenapekah..? Tak cukup makan ke budak ni..? Heh,terlebey cukup kurase. Myb, x cukup nutrisi.Ye ke..? Uuu~~~ Nak buah sebakul..!!!

Expectancy

I really need some words to keep moving
Just words, not more than that
Can you give me that...?
Well..
Life is not as gloriously as I imagine
It's so complicated.KNOTTY.
Dealing with many
Embrace lots..

If you dare to dream, why must you doubt to grab it girl..?NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE right..?GIRL..
~It always seems impossible until it's done~
~Study as if you have not reached your goal..Hold it as if you were afraid of losing what you have~
~Prayer without study would be empty.Study without prayer would be blind~

Okay.Done.
Lets hit the books again..!
'Eating' BIOCHEM now..!

Ardor

Really have no tyme for others now.
I get my own stuff to settle down.
Concentrate on my STUDY.
Gonna less facebook-ing.
Or networking whatsoever.
Prefer blogging only.
'll keep this go on
Breathe...though hard.
So many things to catch-up.
Lots to understand.
GIVE HEART ALL TO IT...!!!

NOW,listening to this..
Hijab perisaiku. Malu perhiasanku.

^_^

Away

Please Mr.FLU
Fly away
Far from me
You discomfort me
Lead me down
Enough for those days
=(Huhu.sabar.sabar.

Cloudy

*Sigh*
Getting mad with me..?
Am I doing wrong..?
Is it bout that day..?
I was aware of it..
Hoped to wish u.
Really.. =(
But you..
Hmmm..
As time passed by,
I'm actually the one who get HURT..!

ok.
ur wrong is NOTHING.
but my wrong is EVERYTHING..!

stop writing girl~
continue study now..!
F.O.R.G.E.T

~ego~

Congrate

Got story from Zagaziq yesterday
Mr. prince already succeed to get the scholarship.
From JPA.
Using his first year final exam result
Syukur Alhamdulillah
Thanks GOD
And a huge CONGRATULATION..!
Forget to say that term while ym-ing
Truly, I'm happy and tumpang bahagia too =)
You deserved that since the day SPM result came out
Year ago..
Absolutely'll reduce ur parents's burden.. =DIt's a blessing from ALLAH right..?.I already shared bout him before. He was my class monitor when we were seven..Classmate till twelve. And we had the another chance to be a schoolmate once again when we were sixteen. By that time, we both got KISAS. He did enrolled KISAS, but I refused to. Chose to stay at NAIM. =)
Spending 1/3 of our years here. No one can rewind those ages again..!Tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang.Inikan pula tempat bermain. =)This pic is a hiasan only. =)
It was a memorable moment to join this club. Kelab Doktor Muda. Both of us joined this,together with the other members of class when we were eleven. During this age, I never dream to be a doctor. Not yet. Know what? I actually wish to be a policewoman. Haha. quite funny.lol. Nak cite kat org pon malu. =DD When I openned-up this story, all buddies laughed at me. """Dream-on..! Gun pon x terangkat.. U lembik laaa. Tak sesuaiii..!!"""" Haha, those were my buddies's comments. Hoo.sampai ati ckp aku lembik. X kuat nak angkat gun.. Lum cuba lagi tau.. =D Haha, act, this ambition popped-up becoz of the influence of serial drama on that time, sape yang x tau Gerak Khas an..? Haha, bongok la budak ni. Tengok cite je pun kan..? Hee, jom perli diri snirik.. Btw, mr.prince pon tade la nak jadik doc gak asalnye. He once dreamt to be a pilot. But, dunno why, mybe bcoz of the eyes prob or what, it need to be cancelled. Pity him. But, doctor is better what. You suit it well..!!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

Unwell

Feeling ILL right now
Sore throat
Cough..!
Detest to be like this..!
Tak selesa nak study.. :((((
Maybe bcoz of the weather or what..
Hmm..
Don't worry NUR ATIKAH..
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ALLAH telah berkata dengan jelas di dalam Al-Quran yang Allah tidak akan sekali-kali menguji hambaNya diluar kemampuan hamba-Nya. Allah tahu kita kuat dalam menghadapi ujian-Nya, jadi Allah berikan ujian itu ke atas diri kita. Allah menguji seseorang bukan kerana Allah benci kepada kita, tetapi percayalah yang Allah sangat kasih kepada kita. Cuma kita sebagai hamba-Nya, tidak pernah hendak bersabar dalam menghadapi ujianNya.

Kita perlu tahu selepas ujian itu selesai, satu lagi ujian akan datang, maka bersedialah dalam menghadapi ujian yang seterusnya. Untung bagi mereka yang selalu diberi ujian kerana itu tandanya Allah SWT sayang padanya. Semoga kita sentiasa menjadi hambaNya yang sentiasa redha atas ujian dan ketentuan Allah SWT. Apa yang ditetapkan untuk kita itulah yang terbaik!

Bila kita jatuh, kita hanya nampak ujian sahaja. Sedangkan nikmat Allah lain yang berlambak, terkelambu dengan masalah kita.

Satu ayat Allah SWT yang popular bila disebut akan nikmat-Nya adalah:

“Sekiranya kamu ingin menghitung nikmat-nikmat Allah, nescaya kamu tidak akan dapat menghitungnya, sesungguhnya manusia itu amat aniaya dan tidak tahu berterima kasih” Surah Ibrahim ayat 34.

Maafkan kami ya Allah. Kami hamba-Mu yang lemah. InsyaAllah, kami akan berusaha menghadapi segala ujian-Mu dengan kesyukuran selepas ini. Sesungguhnya kami yakin, Kau sentiasa menyayangi kami dan tidak meninggalkan kami. Sesungguhnya Kau tidak memungkiri janji.Diuji dengan sakit, tetapi diberikan rasa untuk gagah beribadah. Bukankah itu SATU nikmat?

*Searching for the spirit words*
Off now. continue study-ing. :))) Chaiyyokkkk!!!!

Distinct

I'm aware of this day
Set in my mind
6 p.m here..
Would be around 12 a.m there
So planned to hurry up after class
Nevertheless..
Eventually late
Class ended late in the evening
Homed after Isya'
It was bout 1 a.m there
Offline..!
Feeling guilty.
Should care more
Waiting
Didnt show up
:(
Uh,having test tomorrow.?
Might be the reason
Hmmm..
Juz sent sms
Hopefully it's not pending
Really wish for =)
SANAH HELWA YA GHAMI. =D

I did know the day. Someone in the crowd.

*First tyme used Etisalat,delivering sms, flew over to the motherland.

Morning♥

It was rainingAnd the weather is quite cold
Means that Egypt's not always hot & dry
Housies were still lying on beds
Winter's the coziest bedtyme
Under those saratoga
All seemed hard-lazy to wake up
Opened my eyes
Prayed and then dunno what to do =D
Progressing searching for extra info for e-learning
Clicked here and there
Discovered all means as I could
Hmm.Exhausted already
Its enough.
Grab a sachet of tea,owned by Kinah
And two teaspoonful of sugar, hers too
Thanks a lot ye roomies.
Act,its not actual me to have a coffee or tea early in the morning
Yes,my mom did served it at home back then
However I prefer other =D
Having my tea and some Marie biscuits as breakfast,da start of the day.
Hoho.if my mom and dad know, for sure dorang touched.
Saya tak kesah la mak. At least I'm not starving here.
*Nenek's cooking rice at this tyme I guess, hear her sound at the kitchen,and those bunyi bising2. Hehe. I guess I'll have another breakfast this morning. Fried rice maybe,as usual la*

♥Owh,my baju's not t'sidai agi. Gotta go, settle for it NOW. And maybe can open those book then.

♥Feeling want some beneficial stuff to feed this heart. Tak mau jiwa ni kosong without reminder. Nanti, jadik keras and lalai.♥We belong to HIM♥

Tangan ni gatal lagi nak menaip. Hehe,dah2 la Atikah. Ur baju dah terlonggok..!! Ok2,juz share some pics. During my kenduri last month. Wif my COUSIN, MIMIE. She is seventeen..! But I look much YOUNGER right..???? Hahhahaaa.jokin ea Mie. Ppom, kak a lil bit older than u. LIL BIT only ok. Hehe =D

♥LOVE♥

♥Rhymed

Friday's here. Guess what, Alexandria is crying dis mowning. Its raining..! Wuhaha. Feel lyke being at home. Rain signs that winter's around da corner. And yes, it'll b absolutely a winter without those whity snow. So, realize that, it'll never been a SNOWMAN kacak here. Tak macam Japan or Korea. Hee~ Tape la. I redha. =D
Open my eyes late than before. Exhausted pnye pasal. Tambah2 lg, last nyte sejuk giler.I got ache all around my body. Urrggh.:( Lately, cam takut sngt nak kna air. FOr sure menggigil menggeletar sume. Huha.bley x klo x mandi..??? Hee =D Hydrophobia kejap. Ehm, nak karang ape ey.? Wut shud I write.? Hee.tade keje an. Plan nak kuar pagi ni. Tapi, da namenye hujan. Tak jadi la gamaknye. Tapi, dun worry. I still hav evening to wish for. "Hujan tak selalunye sampai ke petang".. Heh, putar belit pepatah kan.

Emm.. Someone's words keep bare in my mind. Spending some tyme listening to her talk. Her talk was a likely-feedback to my other housie yg t'bukak topic hot at our room. Feedback to me too. Liking someone's normal.Right, it's a common sense during dis ages.. Juz kept mine silence. Listening to her points. Not to against her. Because all of us know best what's right. She didnt figure the term of couple is not acceptable at all. Still have space to accept it. Not to aside it all the means. But, it has limit. Not a borderless one. Love is not bout adoring only, however it demands to a commitment and more significant, confidence towards someone. When you love someone, you'll unvoluntarily have a desire to trust in him, not to crash ur heart. In other word, you is giving someone the power and chance to break ur heart, but trusting him not to. She remind us, you can ever have one, but do remember, you'll meet many other people after this. Same goes to the one that you adored. Here, the word trust and confidence play their role.

Top of this, I absolutely give my soul fully to Allah.He know us best. Distance and time will not be a matter. We're only trying. Make it a try. Maybe we are not too solemly into this. But, I think it is better. I dont wanna be eventual hurt and I also dont ever wish the other party hurt too. =D

Supposing, if I have one, I prefer someone that can make me being myself when he's around, just like what I've been with my best friends. No need for me to change my character, personality or what. I'm here on who I actually am.So,there will be no so mushy gushy stuff.Loving someone, not for what they are, but for what we're when we with them. Hypocriticsm is mess. It hack..!

Sometimes, I have a second thought that coaxes me not to look around. Just step forward. Ignoring others and pretending myself. Letting no one to enter my life. But,believe in me, it's one of the hardest thing to carry on. The reality dont permit us to be like that. =D

Out of those words above, CINTA ILAHI is the main priority.

Ya Allah jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu..
Ya Muhaimin jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMu agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu…
Ya Rabbana jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada hatiMu..
Ya Rabbul Izzati jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu…
Ya Allah jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu..
Ya Allah jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu, jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dlm perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kpdmu…
Ya Allah jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepadaMu..
That's all. From tade modal nak tulis pape, jdik cam pnjg lebar la plak an. Hehe. Peace ye.

p/s to org m'sia~I accept u on what you are. F.R.I.E.N.D .♥
Thus, please do accept me on what I am too.

♥It has been a month..!

She

Mood masak melanda budak ni..
Sabar2.. Esok ur turn. Hee~~ =D
Budak ni memang food-lover.
And of course kitchen-lover gak..Haha.. My words're lying. :P
For sure, budak ni x master pom bab2 periuk-kuali ni.
Tapi, jgn riso..
Spirit memasak dia sungguh KUAT. Hehee~~
Budak mane laaa nih..? Hee~~ =X

p/s : Budak ni bawak byk gila rempah dr tanah air tercinta. Hehe, terlopong housies dia tgk stock rempah n perencah yg dia bwk. Waaah33x. Haha. :D

Dis big girl's craving for a TRIFFLE. Need to find a gud tyme to spend, serving for a triffle ryte? Emm, nyum.nyum..Besh. But lil prob, ade material ke nak wat? Ehmm.. :((

Esok budak ni exam. Owhoo~
Doakan budak ni ye cayam2 sekalian. Hee~~ =D

OFF

Smiling though it's hard.

Comrade

I wanna talk to my friends..

Chatted with my friends yesterday. A big relieve that they didnt forget me. Hehe~~ :D Spend my tyme sharing hot stories wif Athirah. Tirah, actually I prefer live-talk to you. More heart to heart. Haha. :) Nyway, aku memang quite malu ngn mung. Malu nok cite sal mende uh. Mesti mung paham an..? Really craving for your understanding dear.


Athirah bt. Ariffin. :D

Again. Talked to Aizuki, or his dominant name I preferred and used to be, Iki. Not yesterday. Two days ago I guess. Hee~ Aku memang lucky n bersyukur kot dapat membe cam ko. Wlopun memang susah gila-nak-mati nak reunite, tapi ko lah kawan aku. Bley tak klo aku cakap, aku mcm dah paham dah ngn perangai ko.. Heh, saje bikin gempak. :D Wlopun jarang jumpe an.Tapi, betulla..Siyes ni. Hee. Paling penting, aku cam dapat rase bila mane ko jadik emo ckit. Hee~. Jangan marah Iki ey.Chill beb. And rely terharu, touching habis bila ko ckp ko rindu aku. Haha. Luv u too la my beloved,everlasting friend.

First tyme ym-ing ngn Ewea..Muhd Zulhairi Azwan. My other buddy since in standard Three I guess. Weh, punyela aku berusaha nak penuhi hasrat ko tuk webcam-ing.Last2, aku agak ko je yg dapat tgk aku an. Aku x ley pon. Ngeng ar. Sobs. Huhu. :( Budak ni pom aku bajet aku paham perangai dia. Haha. Dia okay. And kadang2, ayat2 dia slalu je wat aku terpikir. Ye ke..? Heh. :D Btw, all da best la lam ko nye studi. Aku hanya mampu doakan dari jauh je. I'll take care of mine n you should too. Truly, agk terkilan la sebab ko x mai umah aku ari tu. Tapi dun worry. Aku paham. :)

WELCOME BACK MY 'PRINCE'.. Hehe. Sesaje bikin gempak. To Syahmi, bagus la ko dah datang Egypt balik. Ur 'princess' is happy. Haha. Jealous ko duk Klantan lame2.. :) It was ages x jumpe kawan yg sorang ni. Since Stardard 6 kot. Macam mana la rupenye. Heh. Unpredict, ukhwah yang terkubur sekian lama tersambung kembali. Hee~ :D


My buddies since standard One till now. We never separate and ever.


Vv-ians. Should be ten of us.

Truly, rindu my friends sangat2.
NANAS.Vv-ians. And others.
FRIENDSHIP is beautiful right..? :)

Remembrance

Buhsan. After juz lil studying. Belek2 lappy-dong-wookies. :) Bukak fb. Tetap buhsan. Invi ym.Hee~ Doing d same thing. Meantyme, usha2 gamba lam folder. Heh. Jumpe a bukit of photos. Rindu kot saat itu. Moments tyme skul n at Ijelp. Yup,Ijelp. I did attended that nihon course, though never dreamt to be an engineer. Spending my leisure-tyme-after-SPM. Yet,giving me new experience and new buddies to live dis lyfe loud. :D
Two of my roomies. Shaniza and Tqasha. Missing `em.. Waiting for pizza for class party wif Lyn n Cah.My adorable classie~Having party.A simple one.Tade bajet.hee~ Wif Umi no otoko. :)Classie.Cah, my deskmate. And Fatimah, Lyn.Gimik2. Ahha, agk sengal di situ.. :)Haa~Ni lah dak2 macho class Umi. Hukhuk. XDTogether we were.Classie yg amat baik ngnku swktu ketika dahulu. Hee~ Awang Safwan. Dak Sabah.Tyme lawatan.Wif ma other roomie.Elle.Naimian Roxx!!!Geng tarian Jepun. :DAfter the performance.During barbeque nyte. Won 2nd prize for Mugendai.Siapekah..? Hee~~Our HOT madam~~

A journey that gave colour.
Bring smiles.
And thousand moments to be remembered.

Tissue please..!

Call org kat sane. Dah 2 minggu lbey tahan diri from call.Bukan x nak call.Nak sangat.Tp cuba tahan. Sebab got some probs. And x mo yang di sane tau. Tak nak dia risau. Sebab yang kat sini masih mampu selesaikan. Insya- Allah boleh selesai. Tapi hari ni, da x ley tahan. Betul2 x ley tahan. Rasa x tenang. Rasa perlu sangat call. Cuba tahan untuk call esok pagi. Tapi,x ley. Perlu. Penting. Instinct hati cam dapat rasa org kat sane tgh runsing. At last, call gak. And it's true. Orang kat sana dah risau.Knapelah org kat cni x call. Sebak sangat bila dia ckp dia dah risau. Haaa, da start daa~ Memang betulla. Perangai org kat cni memang x ubah2. Sejak dari zaman skola, tyme duk kat Naim luh. Org kat sini memang x kuat. X ley dengar suara org kat sane dr jauh. Asyik nak nang*s je. Tak smpai seminit dia cakap, orang kat cni da wat hal.Sampai suara pun x keluar. Sampai org kat sane komplain,nape suara org kat cni asyik terputus - putus. Line x clear ke?Huh, harap2,org kat sane x perasan.. Nanti, makin risau lak.. Upps, org kat cni bkn homsick ye. Juz memang da prangai dia. Jiwa dia memang x bape kuat nak dengar suara org kat sane. HUh, pelik ka prangai sebegini? X kan..? Hee~

~Semayang jangan tinggal~
..Sungguh untung punya org kat sane yang masih sudi tuk ingatkan..


Hearts my mom,dad also. :)